Well, today has been a particularly difficult day, due to yet another night of not much sleep. So, instead of boring you with all of the details, I am just going to make this short and sweet and go to sleep early tonight.
There were two bright spots in my day. And one from yesterday that I forgot the share. First, last night my friend Leigh Ann came over and we took the kids to Applebee's for dinner, which is a big treat because I can't take all four kids out to eat by myself. They had been wanting to go to Applebee's ever since Dad left, so it was a huge treat. We had a great time and I am so thankful for my friend who not only went with us, but then helped me get the kids in bed.
Then, today a dear couple from church took the kids and I out for lunch. Again, a huge treat...and, my kids absolutely love Mr. Joe and Mrs. Debra. And, it was good for momma to have some adult conversation. It does get a bit old always talking with little kids.
And last, and the best part, was that I was able to skype with Nathan for a long time tonight. I so needed this time with him. He just calms me down when things have been so rough and he encourages me and helps me believe I can do this. He's my best friend, and I miss him so much right now. I'm so thankful for modern day technology!!!
OK- now, I'm signing off and going to bed!
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Saturday, April 9, 2011
Two Year Olds...
They are just so cute. But, I do believe that they have the hardest time with deployments.
Last time, it was Nate. This time, Kinley. And, she is doing a lot of the same things Nate did last time. Like, sticking to me like GLUE. If I walk into another room, she is right behind me. If I take a shower...well, you guessed it, she is too. She has a hard time sleeping. She comes in my room early in the morning, and won't go to bed without me laying down with her.
I have been thinking about this, and it really does make sense to me. A two year old doesn't have any concept of time. So, to tell her that Daddy had to go away for a long time, doesn't mean anything to her. To tell her Daddy will come back doesn't either because so far, he hasn't. So, when I tell her I will be right back, she doesn't understand that I really will just be gone for a minute or two. She clings to me like I am all she has left. But, in her little mind, that is truth.
It was so sweet today. We were able to skype with Nathan, and when Kinley was sitting on my lap, she reached up and tried to hug the computer screen. Then she started blowing kisses, and of course Nathan was "hugging" her too and "catching" her kisses.
So, all of that to say, that I know it is worth the extra time and patience. She's just two, and she really doesn't understand. Her little world as she knows it has been turned upside down.
I would ask all of you to keep our children in your prayers, especially Kinley. This is a really hard time for them too. I have to remember it isn't just hard on me, but them as well.
Last time, it was Nate. This time, Kinley. And, she is doing a lot of the same things Nate did last time. Like, sticking to me like GLUE. If I walk into another room, she is right behind me. If I take a shower...well, you guessed it, she is too. She has a hard time sleeping. She comes in my room early in the morning, and won't go to bed without me laying down with her.
I have been thinking about this, and it really does make sense to me. A two year old doesn't have any concept of time. So, to tell her that Daddy had to go away for a long time, doesn't mean anything to her. To tell her Daddy will come back doesn't either because so far, he hasn't. So, when I tell her I will be right back, she doesn't understand that I really will just be gone for a minute or two. She clings to me like I am all she has left. But, in her little mind, that is truth.
It was so sweet today. We were able to skype with Nathan, and when Kinley was sitting on my lap, she reached up and tried to hug the computer screen. Then she started blowing kisses, and of course Nathan was "hugging" her too and "catching" her kisses.
So, all of that to say, that I know it is worth the extra time and patience. She's just two, and she really doesn't understand. Her little world as she knows it has been turned upside down.
I would ask all of you to keep our children in your prayers, especially Kinley. This is a really hard time for them too. I have to remember it isn't just hard on me, but them as well.
Friday, April 8, 2011
Serving the Greatest Country
Well, a lot of buzz about the government shutdown today. I actually hadn't watched the news or anything since Nathan left (I don't know why...maybe because I don't have time with all my kids). Anyway, Nathan had talked to me about it last time we skyped, saying that we would only be getting half pay this next pay period.
While many families are under much stress about this, I can honestly say that while I don't like it, and I don't exactly know how things are going to go for us the next few months, I am not worried about it. I know that God is going to take care of us. Not just my family, but all of us. If indeed the military community has to live without pay for awhile, what an opportunity this will be for us as Christians to minister to those in need. I just think that we need to be ready and take advantage of the opportunities we are given...even if the circumstances stink.
When people tell Nathan thank you for serving our country, he always replies with "It is the greatest country to serve!" And we both truly believe that. Even though Nathan is overseas and we are separated from each other through this time, it is still our honor and privilege to serve the greatest country on this earth. I honestly want the government to get the budget done RIGHT, not quickly. But, don't take too long, because there are many, many military families who live paycheck to paycheck and there are many moms left home with little mouths to feed while their husbands are sacrificing their lives for this great country.
BTW- just so no one worries about us personally, we will be fine. At least for a while.
While many families are under much stress about this, I can honestly say that while I don't like it, and I don't exactly know how things are going to go for us the next few months, I am not worried about it. I know that God is going to take care of us. Not just my family, but all of us. If indeed the military community has to live without pay for awhile, what an opportunity this will be for us as Christians to minister to those in need. I just think that we need to be ready and take advantage of the opportunities we are given...even if the circumstances stink.
When people tell Nathan thank you for serving our country, he always replies with "It is the greatest country to serve!" And we both truly believe that. Even though Nathan is overseas and we are separated from each other through this time, it is still our honor and privilege to serve the greatest country on this earth. I honestly want the government to get the budget done RIGHT, not quickly. But, don't take too long, because there are many, many military families who live paycheck to paycheck and there are many moms left home with little mouths to feed while their husbands are sacrificing their lives for this great country.
BTW- just so no one worries about us personally, we will be fine. At least for a while.
Thursday, April 7, 2011
Train Up A Child
Today, I had an epiphany. Well, it kind of started last night at church. We had a lady come speak to the ladies last night, and she started out by saying that she had something else planned, but God changed those plans and she was going to speak about training up our children. Well, after the day I had yesterday with the children, I just knew God was speaking directly to me. So, while I had some alone time today while the kids were in mom's morning out, I did a little reflecting and praying about what I should do.
And, you know, it always starts with yourself. And, since the first few days since Nathan left my attitude hasn't been the best. I have just thought, "Woe is me. I have to raise four children five and under by myself. I can't do this. Why me?" and so forth. But, you know, I CAN do this. Even if I don't get much sleep at night. And even if the kids are cranky and don't want to obey. You know, it is my JOB to train them to react properly even in those circumstances. I kind of forgot that. I was like, "Why isn't my two year old obeying me? She should know..." But, she doesn't know. She needs me to teach her what to do, not yell at her for not doing what I want her to do.
So, today I had to lay down some new rules for the kids. But more importantly, I had to change my outlook and my attitude and my tone. Yes, things take a lot longer and yes, sometimes it is painfully slow and I don't get to do what I want. But, that is what it is to be a parent and train our children. They learn so much more by what we do, instead of what we say. (Although what we say is also very important!)
And you know what? Today went much more smoothly than any other day this week. Even with having to bathe all four kids tonight....not one of my favorite chores!
And, you know, it always starts with yourself. And, since the first few days since Nathan left my attitude hasn't been the best. I have just thought, "Woe is me. I have to raise four children five and under by myself. I can't do this. Why me?" and so forth. But, you know, I CAN do this. Even if I don't get much sleep at night. And even if the kids are cranky and don't want to obey. You know, it is my JOB to train them to react properly even in those circumstances. I kind of forgot that. I was like, "Why isn't my two year old obeying me? She should know..." But, she doesn't know. She needs me to teach her what to do, not yell at her for not doing what I want her to do.
So, today I had to lay down some new rules for the kids. But more importantly, I had to change my outlook and my attitude and my tone. Yes, things take a lot longer and yes, sometimes it is painfully slow and I don't get to do what I want. But, that is what it is to be a parent and train our children. They learn so much more by what we do, instead of what we say. (Although what we say is also very important!)
And you know what? Today went much more smoothly than any other day this week. Even with having to bathe all four kids tonight....not one of my favorite chores!
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Today...
Well, this is going to be short and sweet.
Today was a very trying day because my children (especially Nate and Kinley) were very tired and needed to sleep, but for whatever reason that is still a struggle for us right now. So, please pray that Nate will get the sleep he needs. But, especially pray for Kinley. She is having a very difficult time even going to sleep, even though she is exhausted. I don't exactly know why this is a struggle, but pray that she will get the sleep she needs, be able to sleep later in the morning (you know, later than 6am) and that she would take naps. Also, pray for this momma to be patient with these children who are very cranky and pray that I will get a solid night of sleep as well.
It's late...I'm going to bed.
Today was a very trying day because my children (especially Nate and Kinley) were very tired and needed to sleep, but for whatever reason that is still a struggle for us right now. So, please pray that Nate will get the sleep he needs. But, especially pray for Kinley. She is having a very difficult time even going to sleep, even though she is exhausted. I don't exactly know why this is a struggle, but pray that she will get the sleep she needs, be able to sleep later in the morning (you know, later than 6am) and that she would take naps. Also, pray for this momma to be patient with these children who are very cranky and pray that I will get a solid night of sleep as well.
It's late...I'm going to bed.
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
The Goodness of God
Well, last night was very interesting, and of course, I again did not get much sleep.
About 1:30 in the morning a huge thunderstorm rolled through, and it knocked out the electricity in our entire neighborhood. Of course all the kids, except James, woke up terrified and all ended up in bed with me. It took us about another hour to actually get back to sleep, and then I had Kinley in one arm, Nate in the other (and of course he is the squirmy one) and Brianna next to Nate. So, needless to say, none of us got much sleep last night.
But, today was a fairly good day, because someone came to clean my house for me. PRAISE THE LORD. It was such a blessing. And, she is a friend from church so of course the kids liked having her here. And, it wasn't a big deal when I fell asleep on the couch upstairs...she just kept Kinley with her so I could sleep a little bit. Nate was watching a movie and I was holding a sleeping James. So, I caught a little cat nap this morning. And, we all took naps this afternoon.
God is so good to us, all the time. Even in the thunderstorms, He protects us and comforts us. And, when it seems like there is no way I am going to make it through the day, He makes everyone take naps. And, sends the provision for a clean house, because I just don't have the time to do it all myself. I am so thankful for a God who takes care of even the seemingly small things.
About 1:30 in the morning a huge thunderstorm rolled through, and it knocked out the electricity in our entire neighborhood. Of course all the kids, except James, woke up terrified and all ended up in bed with me. It took us about another hour to actually get back to sleep, and then I had Kinley in one arm, Nate in the other (and of course he is the squirmy one) and Brianna next to Nate. So, needless to say, none of us got much sleep last night.
But, today was a fairly good day, because someone came to clean my house for me. PRAISE THE LORD. It was such a blessing. And, she is a friend from church so of course the kids liked having her here. And, it wasn't a big deal when I fell asleep on the couch upstairs...she just kept Kinley with her so I could sleep a little bit. Nate was watching a movie and I was holding a sleeping James. So, I caught a little cat nap this morning. And, we all took naps this afternoon.
God is so good to us, all the time. Even in the thunderstorms, He protects us and comforts us. And, when it seems like there is no way I am going to make it through the day, He makes everyone take naps. And, sends the provision for a clean house, because I just don't have the time to do it all myself. I am so thankful for a God who takes care of even the seemingly small things.
Monday, April 4, 2011
Sleep...or lack thereof
Well, just another day without much sleep. Yesterday, Kinley did not take a nap, did not go to bed until after 9pm, and this morning woke up at 5:24am. Which means she was a cranky kid all day, and I was tired all day. Not a great combination. But nevertheless...
This morning was Mom's Morning Out! YAY!!!! I have just started putting all three little kids in since Nathan is deployed. I figured I would really need the break...which I did. I got some stuff mailed off to Nathan and I did some grocery shopping. Nothing glamorous, but I enjoyed the time to myself.
After picking up the kids, I was hoping naptime would work out today, but it didn't. But, I did get to skype with Nathan for awhile, so that was good. Very good. It does my heart good just to get to see him and hear his voice.
And, since naptime didn't work out, the crankiness continued. James actually went to sleep at about 6:15pm, and I think he would have slept all night long except Kinley decided that she should go crawl into bed with him. What was she thinking??? So, I had to put him back to sleep, which was difficult because Kinley was very needy. So, I put Kinley to bed at 7:30, and then Nate fell asleep watching a movie, and he went to bed next. Then, James went down and Brianna got to finish the movie and then go to bed.
Which brings me to right now. The dishes are done, the playroom is actually clean, the house is quiet, and hopefully I will get to go to sleep a little earlier tonight. I think I will go veg in front of the TV for just a little while first.
This morning was Mom's Morning Out! YAY!!!! I have just started putting all three little kids in since Nathan is deployed. I figured I would really need the break...which I did. I got some stuff mailed off to Nathan and I did some grocery shopping. Nothing glamorous, but I enjoyed the time to myself.
After picking up the kids, I was hoping naptime would work out today, but it didn't. But, I did get to skype with Nathan for awhile, so that was good. Very good. It does my heart good just to get to see him and hear his voice.
And, since naptime didn't work out, the crankiness continued. James actually went to sleep at about 6:15pm, and I think he would have slept all night long except Kinley decided that she should go crawl into bed with him. What was she thinking??? So, I had to put him back to sleep, which was difficult because Kinley was very needy. So, I put Kinley to bed at 7:30, and then Nate fell asleep watching a movie, and he went to bed next. Then, James went down and Brianna got to finish the movie and then go to bed.
Which brings me to right now. The dishes are done, the playroom is actually clean, the house is quiet, and hopefully I will get to go to sleep a little earlier tonight. I think I will go veg in front of the TV for just a little while first.
Sunday, April 3, 2011
Going to Church...
Well, today was my first day to take all four kids to church by myself. It went OK...by the time I got them all to Sunday School I was very thankful that the church has coffee available in the mornings. I felt like I went 100 mph all morning and barely got there in time.
But, it is always good to be in the house of the Lord and to fellowship with other believers. I am so thankful for my church family. I could not go through this time without them.
But, I will admit I almost fell asleep during the prayer at the end of the service. I had to make myself stay awake...which means I really needed a Sunday afternoon nap. But did my kids want to nap? NO...they wanted to play. So, I told them to watch a movie upstairs to momma could rest. Did that happen...well I did lay in a comatose state for awhile while I listened to them make noise as they played...and come downstairs periodically to get some cookies. But a good nap...not so much!
So, that begs the question as to why I am still awake at this hour. I don't know...it is just hard to fall asleep without Nathan here. I do believe that military spouses keep the manufacturers of sleeping pills in business. Although, I can't take those because of breastfeeding the baby. But, you know...a lot of spouses do. I would if I could.
But, it is always good to be in the house of the Lord and to fellowship with other believers. I am so thankful for my church family. I could not go through this time without them.
But, I will admit I almost fell asleep during the prayer at the end of the service. I had to make myself stay awake...which means I really needed a Sunday afternoon nap. But did my kids want to nap? NO...they wanted to play. So, I told them to watch a movie upstairs to momma could rest. Did that happen...well I did lay in a comatose state for awhile while I listened to them make noise as they played...and come downstairs periodically to get some cookies. But a good nap...not so much!
So, that begs the question as to why I am still awake at this hour. I don't know...it is just hard to fall asleep without Nathan here. I do believe that military spouses keep the manufacturers of sleeping pills in business. Although, I can't take those because of breastfeeding the baby. But, you know...a lot of spouses do. I would if I could.
Saturday, April 2, 2011
I've been putting off...
...doing Nathan's laundry. I know it seems kind of silly to those of you have haven't had a spouse deploy, but doing his laundry for the last time (until he comes home) is quite emotional. In my mind, if I do his laundry, then he really isn't going to be here for awhile. If I pick up his stuff, he's gone. If I leave it all there, I can kinda think things are normal when they aren't. I can tell myself he is still around.
So, today, instead of doing his laundry, I just got mine out of the laundry basket and left his there. Pathetic, isn't it?
So, well...I have a little piece of advice for all the ladies, or gentlemen, reading this blog. Don't take doing the little things for your spouse for granted. It really is a privilege to be able to serve each other and take care of each other. Enjoy it!!!
So, today, instead of doing his laundry, I just got mine out of the laundry basket and left his there. Pathetic, isn't it?
So, well...I have a little piece of advice for all the ladies, or gentlemen, reading this blog. Don't take doing the little things for your spouse for granted. It really is a privilege to be able to serve each other and take care of each other. Enjoy it!!!
Friday, April 1, 2011
Tybee Island
Here is my Nate the beach last weekend. He loves chasing the birds on the beach. What a cutie!!!
Here is my little Kinley Brooke...she was fearless at the beach. We even had some people come up and comment about her just running out into the water. Good thing her Daddy was there to chase after her!
Nathan and the kids lined up on the shore. I can tell you that Nathan thoroughly enjoyed this time with his family last weekend. He said that he felt like he was just building up the memories before he left. It was a great time!
And, of course, here is Brianna. She is growing up into such a beautiful young lady! She loved jumping into the waves.
We were so blessed to be able to go to Tybee Island last weekend before Nathan had to leave. We rented a condo right on the beach and just had a great time together as a family. Of course, the kids really preferred the swimming pool to the beach, but we did go out one afternoon. It was a little cool, but the afternoon we hit the beach it was pretty nice. Sorry no pics of James and I, but he was sleeping in my arms while I sat there and took these pics.
On another note, today was another good day at our home. Kinley kept her pants dry all day...pretty good for just the second full day of potty training. I went back to the chiropractor and my back fells even better. I don't have to go back again for 10 days! Not much exciting to add to all that. We definitely appreciate all of the prayers, support and encouragement from everybody. I can definitely feel the Lord's strength getting my through each day!
On another note, today was another good day at our home. Kinley kept her pants dry all day...pretty good for just the second full day of potty training. I went back to the chiropractor and my back fells even better. I don't have to go back again for 10 days! Not much exciting to add to all that. We definitely appreciate all of the prayers, support and encouragement from everybody. I can definitely feel the Lord's strength getting my through each day!
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Thursday, March 31
Well, this is going to be quick, because it is late.
I started potty training Kinley today, and it went surprisingly well. Of course, I was forced into it because yesterday she pooped on the potty all by herself, without my knowledge or anything. So, hopefully it continues to go well.
I took the three little kids to the grocery store by myself this morning...and I didn't lose any of them, and I kept my sanity.
This evening, a good friend came over and had dinner with us and stayed and hung out for awhile, and we had a great time just talking. I am so thankful for good girlfriends!!
I started potty training Kinley today, and it went surprisingly well. Of course, I was forced into it because yesterday she pooped on the potty all by herself, without my knowledge or anything. So, hopefully it continues to go well.
I took the three little kids to the grocery store by myself this morning...and I didn't lose any of them, and I kept my sanity.
This evening, a good friend came over and had dinner with us and stayed and hung out for awhile, and we had a great time just talking. I am so thankful for good girlfriends!!
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
Wednesday, March 30
Well friends, today had a little variety to it. I awoke this morning to Kinley being up at 6:15...you know, the one who doesn't like to go to bed...she also likes to get up early. Anyway, there was also a nice thunderstorm rolling in, which I enjoyed. It reminded me of Oklahoma weather. When we lived in Alaska, I really missed thunderstorms. So, it rained the entire drive to and from Covenant Academy this morning...not one of my favorite things.
I had already scheduled a babysitter to come for the morning since there is no Mom's Morning Out this week....you know, I thought I might need to go grocery shopping or something. It was a good thing because I ended up having to go pick up some things from base to mail to Nathan, which I have picked up now but have not mailed. I also went by Walgreens and met up with a friend for an impromptu brunch. Didn't get any groceries, but it was a nice morning out by myself.
Now, let me back up a couple of days and let you know that last weekend we went to the beach and my back did not agree with the bed at the condo that we stayed in. So, I have been having back pain ever since, and Tuesday evening it was really bad. So, I applied lots of icy-hot before bed and said that if it wasn't better in the morning I was calling the chiropractor. Because, you know, when you are the only parent around, it is good for you to be able to pick up your baby and toddler and do things with them...like change diapers and give baths, etc. etc. Anyway, my back still hurt this morning, so I called and got an appointment for this afternoon. Bless my babysitter for staying at my house all day long. Even though I was there part of the day, she stayed and helped...what a blessing! So, to cut to the chase, my back has been re-adjusted and feels much better, although not quite 100%...maybe like 85%. I am so thankful for that, and I have another appointment for Friday afternoon...for which I need a babysitter(if anyone in WR is available...please call!).
We also had church tonight, which was nice. We have dinner at church which is wonderful because we get a great home cooked meal that I don't have to cook. And, I love my ladies Bible study group. They are such an encouragement to me, and we just have a lot of fun together. Then, I have the privilege of going to choir practice, which always lifts my spirit and encourages me. Of course, that makes for a late night...and to top that off, Kinley still didn't want to go to sleep again tonight. Hopefully she has fallen asleep by now!!! And maybe she will sleep a little later in the morning...we can always hope and pray. Why is it that the two year old is always the hardest one to deal with??
All in all, it was a good day. The Lord continues to bless me with a peace about this difficult job He has put before me right now. One day at a time...
I had already scheduled a babysitter to come for the morning since there is no Mom's Morning Out this week....you know, I thought I might need to go grocery shopping or something. It was a good thing because I ended up having to go pick up some things from base to mail to Nathan, which I have picked up now but have not mailed. I also went by Walgreens and met up with a friend for an impromptu brunch. Didn't get any groceries, but it was a nice morning out by myself.
Now, let me back up a couple of days and let you know that last weekend we went to the beach and my back did not agree with the bed at the condo that we stayed in. So, I have been having back pain ever since, and Tuesday evening it was really bad. So, I applied lots of icy-hot before bed and said that if it wasn't better in the morning I was calling the chiropractor. Because, you know, when you are the only parent around, it is good for you to be able to pick up your baby and toddler and do things with them...like change diapers and give baths, etc. etc. Anyway, my back still hurt this morning, so I called and got an appointment for this afternoon. Bless my babysitter for staying at my house all day long. Even though I was there part of the day, she stayed and helped...what a blessing! So, to cut to the chase, my back has been re-adjusted and feels much better, although not quite 100%...maybe like 85%. I am so thankful for that, and I have another appointment for Friday afternoon...for which I need a babysitter(if anyone in WR is available...please call!).
We also had church tonight, which was nice. We have dinner at church which is wonderful because we get a great home cooked meal that I don't have to cook. And, I love my ladies Bible study group. They are such an encouragement to me, and we just have a lot of fun together. Then, I have the privilege of going to choir practice, which always lifts my spirit and encourages me. Of course, that makes for a late night...and to top that off, Kinley still didn't want to go to sleep again tonight. Hopefully she has fallen asleep by now!!! And maybe she will sleep a little later in the morning...we can always hope and pray. Why is it that the two year old is always the hardest one to deal with??
All in all, it was a good day. The Lord continues to bless me with a peace about this difficult job He has put before me right now. One day at a time...
Tuesday, March 29, 2011
Tuesday, March 29
Well, today went pretty well. The best part about today is that I finally heard from Nathan! He emailed me this afternoon and we were even able to Skype for a little while. It was during naptime, so Brianna was the only child awake. She thoroughly enjoyed talking to her Daddy for awhile. Kinley woke up at the end of the call, and got to see him for a couple of minutes. I think this really confused her, because she has been asking for Daddy all afternoon and evening. Anyway, Nathan arrived safely and had even slept some when he called. He was still pretty tired, and I have a feeling he was heading right back to bed after we hung up. He didn't have much to say, except that he made it there safely. We are so thankful for that!
Bedtime was especially difficult with Kinley tonight. In fact, I still don't know if she is asleep. I spent an hour and a half trying to get her to sleep. Of course, not all of that time was spent directly with her, but I kept checking back with her, and she had not gone to sleep. I even stood over her constantly telling her to go to bed for over thirty minutes. Any advice from you experienced moms out there? This has been going on ever since we moved her into a room with her sister and since she has been in a big bed. She will be fine, even sing bedtime songs and such, and then when we say that it is time to sleep, it is like she just flips out and screams and cries. I surely don't know what to do.
But, other than that, today has also gone very well. Brianna is such a big helper...she even made lunch for everyone today, and if I let her, should would do it every day, but I think we would get tired of cheese sandwiches. :) Nate again was very obedient...I little tired this morning, but I made him take a short nap, and he was fine after that. James is just the best baby ever...I know that the Lord knew I needed a good baby during this time. I mean, I put him to bed at 7:30 in the evening and I still have to wake him up at 7:15 in the morning so I can feed him before we take Brianna to school. No complaints from me there!!!
So, now for a little me time, and then to bed. Another day has passed...
Bedtime was especially difficult with Kinley tonight. In fact, I still don't know if she is asleep. I spent an hour and a half trying to get her to sleep. Of course, not all of that time was spent directly with her, but I kept checking back with her, and she had not gone to sleep. I even stood over her constantly telling her to go to bed for over thirty minutes. Any advice from you experienced moms out there? This has been going on ever since we moved her into a room with her sister and since she has been in a big bed. She will be fine, even sing bedtime songs and such, and then when we say that it is time to sleep, it is like she just flips out and screams and cries. I surely don't know what to do.
But, other than that, today has also gone very well. Brianna is such a big helper...she even made lunch for everyone today, and if I let her, should would do it every day, but I think we would get tired of cheese sandwiches. :) Nate again was very obedient...I little tired this morning, but I made him take a short nap, and he was fine after that. James is just the best baby ever...I know that the Lord knew I needed a good baby during this time. I mean, I put him to bed at 7:30 in the evening and I still have to wake him up at 7:15 in the morning so I can feed him before we take Brianna to school. No complaints from me there!!!
So, now for a little me time, and then to bed. Another day has passed...
Monday, March 28, 2011
Psalm 121
"I will lift up my eyes to the mountains;
From where shall my help come?
My help comes from the Lord,
Who made heaven and earth.
He will not allow your foot to slip;
He who keeps you will not slumber.
Behold, He who keeps Israel
Will neither slumber nor sleep.
The Lord is your keeper;
The Lord is your shade on your right hand.
The sun will not smite you by day,
Nor the moon by night.
The Lord will protect you from all evil;
He will keep your soul.
The Lord will guard your going out and your coming in
From this time forth and forever."
From where shall my help come?
My help comes from the Lord,
Who made heaven and earth.
He will not allow your foot to slip;
He who keeps you will not slumber.
Behold, He who keeps Israel
Will neither slumber nor sleep.
The Lord is your keeper;
The Lord is your shade on your right hand.
The sun will not smite you by day,
Nor the moon by night.
The Lord will protect you from all evil;
He will keep your soul.
The Lord will guard your going out and your coming in
From this time forth and forever."
Nathan read this passage of Scripture to us last night before he left. He knew just what I needed to hear. I am so thankful for a husband who knows me so well and is sensitive to the Lord so that he could share the right Scripture with me during this time. I have read this passage many times today and have gained strength from it. It makes me cry some, but not tears of sadness, tears of comfort...and still tears of missing Nathan.
Today was a good day. Fairly uneventful. Brianna had school, Nate was VERY obedient all day, Kinley is my joyful little lady who continuously brought a smile to my face, and James was a sweet baby all day. I am so thankful for the many blessings of an uneventful day today.
Today was a good day. Fairly uneventful. Brianna had school, Nate was VERY obedient all day, Kinley is my joyful little lady who continuously brought a smile to my face, and James was a sweet baby all day. I am so thankful for the many blessings of an uneventful day today.
Sunday, March 27, 2011
This is the Day...
Well, the day has come. This is the day we say goodbye to Nathan for awhile. I am facing yet another deployment, yet this time, I will have four children, ages 5, 4, 2 and 3 months to care for. ALL. BY. MYSELF!!! I will be completely honest and tell you that I feel completely inadequate for the job that is before me. I have so many doubts as to whether I can do this by myself, for as long as this deployment lasts. I have cried many times over the past few days...especially in the past 24 hours. But, I know that ultimately, the Lord will watch over us and protect us and give me the strength to get through each day. I know that He has a purpose and a plan for me and that through this difficult time, He will teach me and grow me. In a way, there is an exciting time ahead...to see the works of the Lord in my life.
I am purposing to try to blog every day of this deployment. For several reasons...first so that my husband can keep up with what is going on in the lives of his family. Second, for therapy for myself. I think it will do me good to take the time to write down what happens. And third, to show the good works of the Lord. I had the privilege of meeting a 91 year old woman a couple of weeks ago. She said that she journals every day of her life, and she can see the good works of the Lord in every day. So, I hope that through blogging, I can see the good works of the Lord and praise him through this storm.
Today, I woke with the thought that I hated this day. But...
I am purposing to try to blog every day of this deployment. For several reasons...first so that my husband can keep up with what is going on in the lives of his family. Second, for therapy for myself. I think it will do me good to take the time to write down what happens. And third, to show the good works of the Lord. I had the privilege of meeting a 91 year old woman a couple of weeks ago. She said that she journals every day of her life, and she can see the good works of the Lord in every day. So, I hope that through blogging, I can see the good works of the Lord and praise him through this storm.
Today, I woke with the thought that I hated this day. But...
"This is the day that the Lord has made, I WILL REJOICE and be glad in it."
Monday, January 10, 2011
Our Georgia Ski Lodge
Well, we have had a "snowstorm" here. Having spent time in Alaska, this is just another day that ends in Y. But for everyone around here it is a big deal. Everything is shut down, and for good reason. It's actually a freezing rain/snow mix, so we have no desire to join in a game of bumper cars with people that aren't used to driving in it.
The good thing is, that everything is shut down, schools, work, local government, everything! Who woulda thought we get a snow day, but we do! And it's nice.
Here's our backyard proof!
Good thing we have four wheel drive. On a side note, most retailers don't even sell ice scrapers, they just don't see the percentage in it. (They're probably right!)
Freezing rain in the deep south? The global warming thing is just ridiculous, can we finally get over that concept in this country!!!!????
The good thing is, that everything is shut down, schools, work, local government, everything! Who woulda thought we get a snow day, but we do! And it's nice.
Here's our backyard proof!
Good thing we have four wheel drive. On a side note, most retailers don't even sell ice scrapers, they just don't see the percentage in it. (They're probably right!)
Freezing rain in the deep south? The global warming thing is just ridiculous, can we finally get over that concept in this country!!!!????
Friday, December 10, 2010
James Harold Hendricks
Well, he is here! We had a planned "induction" on Wednesday. I use the term induction lightly, because they just broke my water, and then we let nature take its course. Anyway, the doctor broke my water at 1pm, and he was born at 5:43pm...natural birth, for all of you who care. Everything went very smoothly. I wish there was more to tell, but there really isn't, unless you want the yucky details, which I don't think most of you do. He weighed in at 9lbs, was 19 3/4 inches long, and is a very healthy little man!
The great thing about it being your fourth child...they have no problem letting you leave the hospital after only 24 hours, especially since there were no complications. I was so glad to be able to spend the night in my own bed and be home with all my children last night and today.
And, I have to say a big thank you to my friends Pam, Debra and Chrissie who all helped with Brianna, Nate and Kinley while we were in the hospital. What would a military wife do without the help of good Christian friends?
Thursday, December 2, 2010
All About the Name...
I actually have much to blog about these days, but it doesn't seem that I have the time to blog. But, I will start, and see how much I can blog before this baby boy comes.
We have had the hardest time deciding on a name for this little blessing. I don't know why. When Nathan and I found out that we were expecting our first child, there were so many boy names that we just loved, and only one girl name. And, since we had a girl, we used the one name we both just loved...Brianna Ruth. And, with Nate and Kinley, we kind of just had what we call an "Aha" moment, where we knew we had found the right name. But with this baby...not so much.
We have known from the beginning that we wanted to incorporate the name James into his name, to name him after my grandfather, James Clay. My grandfather is a very godly man. One of the most recent memories that I have of him is a couple of years ago sitting in Sunday School with him at Dad's church. Dad asked someone to look up a Scripture and read it. Grandpa, without hesitating, or turning in his Bible, just quoted the Scripture for Dad. He is definitely a man who has loved the Lord and his family all of the days of his life. I have great memories of playing at his house, especially kicking the ball around outside with my cousins and working in the garden with him and my grandmother. And, the endless garage sales they always had. And, a very special trip that my grandparents took my sister Becky and I on to Colorado. He is still alive today...very old and very sick, but we are still blessed with his life and are thankful for the time that the Lord is giving us with him.
But, should it be the first name or the middle name...and what do you put with it? We have really struggled. We thought we had decided on a name...Jon-Michael James Hendricks (which, by the way, I still really like), but the Lord has changed our minds, yet again.
While continuing to discuss the name situation, Nathan mentioned that his grandfather was born on December 7th, and asked if the baby was born on that day, that we name him James Harold, after both of our grandfathers. My first response was, I would NEVER name a child Harold, because I just don't like the name. (No offense to any Harold's out there...I just don't.) But, the Lord really convicted my heart that Nathan's grandfather was one of the most influential men in his life. Nathan loves to tell stories of his Grandpa Boombah (crazy name he called him), he taught Nathan how to fish- which is still one of his favorite hobbies, and he was the reason Nathan joined the marines and is now in the Air Force. From what I have been told, he was also a godly man who loved his family. I was never privileged to meet him b/c he passed away before Nathan and I even dated. But, he was a very important man in my husband's life, just as my grandfather was a very important man in my life.
So, our son's name will be James Harold Hendricks. It definitely wasn't my first choice, but I know it is the right choice. He will be a very special little man, named after two very special men.
We have had the hardest time deciding on a name for this little blessing. I don't know why. When Nathan and I found out that we were expecting our first child, there were so many boy names that we just loved, and only one girl name. And, since we had a girl, we used the one name we both just loved...Brianna Ruth. And, with Nate and Kinley, we kind of just had what we call an "Aha" moment, where we knew we had found the right name. But with this baby...not so much.
We have known from the beginning that we wanted to incorporate the name James into his name, to name him after my grandfather, James Clay. My grandfather is a very godly man. One of the most recent memories that I have of him is a couple of years ago sitting in Sunday School with him at Dad's church. Dad asked someone to look up a Scripture and read it. Grandpa, without hesitating, or turning in his Bible, just quoted the Scripture for Dad. He is definitely a man who has loved the Lord and his family all of the days of his life. I have great memories of playing at his house, especially kicking the ball around outside with my cousins and working in the garden with him and my grandmother. And, the endless garage sales they always had. And, a very special trip that my grandparents took my sister Becky and I on to Colorado. He is still alive today...very old and very sick, but we are still blessed with his life and are thankful for the time that the Lord is giving us with him.
But, should it be the first name or the middle name...and what do you put with it? We have really struggled. We thought we had decided on a name...Jon-Michael James Hendricks (which, by the way, I still really like), but the Lord has changed our minds, yet again.
While continuing to discuss the name situation, Nathan mentioned that his grandfather was born on December 7th, and asked if the baby was born on that day, that we name him James Harold, after both of our grandfathers. My first response was, I would NEVER name a child Harold, because I just don't like the name. (No offense to any Harold's out there...I just don't.) But, the Lord really convicted my heart that Nathan's grandfather was one of the most influential men in his life. Nathan loves to tell stories of his Grandpa Boombah (crazy name he called him), he taught Nathan how to fish- which is still one of his favorite hobbies, and he was the reason Nathan joined the marines and is now in the Air Force. From what I have been told, he was also a godly man who loved his family. I was never privileged to meet him b/c he passed away before Nathan and I even dated. But, he was a very important man in my husband's life, just as my grandfather was a very important man in my life.
So, our son's name will be James Harold Hendricks. It definitely wasn't my first choice, but I know it is the right choice. He will be a very special little man, named after two very special men.
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Dress Up week
Last week was Dress up week, and every good dress up week has a sports day...
And a crazy-wacky-tacky day... So Brianna had fun not matching! (I don't know what the big deal is, I hardly ever match according to Beth.)
She was having fun with not matching, even though her expression is curious here.
Then, military day!
Brianna is as tough as they come. A little too cute to be intimidating, though.
Western day.... YEEEEEHAWWWW!
Braided and curled pigtails
Nathan has to be a part of this blog somehow... even if he was sneezing!
And a crazy-wacky-tacky day... So Brianna had fun not matching! (I don't know what the big deal is, I hardly ever match according to Beth.)
She was having fun with not matching, even though her expression is curious here.
Then, military day!
Brianna is as tough as they come. A little too cute to be intimidating, though.
Western day.... YEEEEEHAWWWW!
Braided and curled pigtails
Nathan has to be a part of this blog somehow... even if he was sneezing!
Whaddaya think, Kinley? Good slideshow? Thumbs up, all right...
Thursday, August 12, 2010
Brianna's first day of school
Rule #1 If you have a pony tail, you must spin around for the "action photo.
Brianna is such a happy girl, and I think she loved her uniform
She is ready for school, although she did admit she was a little scared for the first day.
Here she is checking out her desk during the open house the day before.
And, the morning of the first day of school, we actually had enough time to take pictures of the moment.
Covenant Academy's logo
Day 2 and her new kindergarten bag. To be honest, we can't believe 5 years have gone by so fast. We are so proud of you, Brianna!
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